Seduced by Music

好好的

2010-11-28T01:32:00.003+08:00

我本来好好的。
现在，也好好的。
只是多了一点心痛，一点泪水。
没关系，我还是会好好的。

回报

2010-10-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

每天对你嘘寒问暖的我,累了。

你那偶尔的贴心很奢侈。

能不能再多一点，一点就足够了。

好让我能继续坚持。

tired

2010-10-03T16:26:00.000+08:00

I'm unhappy.

People said put a smile on, fight the day, and you survive.

I said put a smile on, tears inside, sleep the night, wipe your tears, then smile again for another day.

Dreams are too far to reach.

The more you expect, the more you lost.

I should be contented.

But, seriously I'm tired.

Convincing myself, eventually the pain will go away, the shock will wear off.

And then you start to heal yourself, to recover from something you never saw coming.

People change? You changed? Or they don't?

I cling to my own imagination, seeing things at the bright side, or at my own view.

I insisted in believing the pretty side, seeing the cup as half-filled and not half-emptied.

I am a girl in case you forget.

忠告

2010-08-04T22:57:00.003+08:00

女人啊，都有一些荒谬的坚持。
她们不大方的，对于你。
所以，别轻易相信她们。

210710 1941

2010-07-21T19:41:00.000+08:00

I hardly say "NO" to you, but why you keep turning me down?
It's like falling into a deep valley.
Your "NOs" hurt me badly.
It's excruciating.

ME

2010-07-21T16:27:00.000+08:00

I think I have developed a weird, abnormal, unhealthy penchant for self-torturing.
I am kinda in a deep depression, I can't control my mood!!
And the worst part is I don't know what I'm unsatisfied of. I might know. Yea, I might.
But, it's not worthwhile scrambling my mind with this.
My mood is even worse than the weather. I am being extremely extremely exhausted.
Tired of this and that.
I feel like throwing tantrums, but I'm afraid that noone will buy that.
I am too nice to complain about all the imperfect in life.
I have all to cling on, that's enough I suppose.

*It's me being random, I don't know WTH is about, maybe just pms. Girls right? =="*

There's a someday

2010-07-21T00:27:00.008+08:00

There's always a SOMEDAY......

A someday that I wish I can have a lust bite of Secret Recipe's cheese cake, indulging myself in the sweetness of it, tempting every each of my tastebuds.

A someday that I wish I were having high tea with my best friends in Starbucks, sipping hot espresso, gossiping about the happenings in life.

A someday that I wish to have movies..lots of movies, whatever movies, romance, horror, animation, action, comedy...

A someday that I wish to lay restlessly on the couch and read my favourite novel of the time, no matter how many times I have read it.

A someday that I wish to go for a jog, or perharps sweat in the gym,
day that I just feel like burning the fats in my body.

A someday that I don't want to get up from my cozy bed while the alarm rangs incessantly,
I will just play deaf until my housemates sceam like hell.

A someday that I don't feel like talking much, too lazy to even give a smile, a glommy day for me.
Well, just don't mess with me on that day.

A someday that I wish I were back home with a table of scrumptious mom-cooked food awaiting.
I miss them dearly.

A someday that I wish I can hang out with my old friends.
They have always been there for me, ups and downs.

A someday that I wish you can hug me so tightly that as if I am a precious that you can't afford to lost.
I wish to hug you as if we will melt together.

SOMEDAYS just won't happen sometimes even if you wish earnestly. I guess they will come by surprise.
So, don't get frustrated over life, wait for your SOMEDAY, it will come sooner or later.

Have faith.

改变

2010-07-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

痕迹还在，只是已经不是昨天了。

170710 0101

2010-07-17T01:08:00.007+08:00

恐惧感突袭而来，害怕失去那个曾经，这个现在。

现实就是残酷，残忍得一切美好都像是噩梦的前奏。
它让你相信，让你赴汤蹈火。

我还以为我有足够的勇气拥抱和放手。
以为只要我放弃，牺牲了，迎接我的就是美好结局。

我们都是公主，活在自己的童话世界。

我太自以为是了。
对不起，谢谢。

DHARMA

2010-07-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

It's like a vicious cycle. I tried to stop it, believe me, I tried my best.
My priority never change, it's been the same since a long time ago.
Well, is too sad that I seem to be the only one that know this, the only one that cheer for this.
Maybe I'm too greedy, hoping for more while I already have the best one.
It's just me, it's never been anything else.
Why can't I be a bad girl sometime?
When I am bad, don't I deserve a smile? Saying that you still here.
I can run after you, but I am not an athlete, I can't catch up.
I bother, for god sake, I BOTHER!!
I am done being accused, though I will forgive everytime.
I care, I do.

ABC

2010-06-17T01:34:00.001+08:00

他说：

这样的你是否快乐？

这样的爱是否值得？多值得？

平静的眼神笑容里问候里透露出着痛。

笨女孩已经太多了，根本不缺你一个。

请赶快放下，抛下，已失去的梦。

too pissed to see the f****** time and date

2010-06-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

Ok, I know it's totally not the time for me to get pissed or emotional right now, at this exact moment, eve of my exam..
This gonna be a short one, only to shout out my anger, I am getting quite furious lately.
I am not that tolerant for your information, so bark off please..WTF!!
I am cursing, you force me too.

070610 0225---- PANIC ATTACK & PHOBIA

2010-06-07T02:35:00.002+08:00

Listening to Damien Rice, "The Blower's Daughter".
I should probably be sleeping in this hour of the night but sleep eluded me.
Well, I have a TEST tomorrow, to be exact, it's a RETAKE TEST.
What make it worse, is the subject that I loathe to the extreme,trust me,I'm not at all exaggerating.
CHEMISTRY just isn't my thing, never been my thing.
Looks like I have serious communication barrier with all the GREAT CHEMIST, no offence.
Have I prepared enough? Am I prepared? GOD KNOWS!!

P/S: to those reading this post, Damien Rice is an awesome singer, he touches people's heart with his amazing voice and guitar. Do hear some of his songs.

warning

2010-06-04T11:43:00.000+08:00

I dropped hints.
That's the best I can do.
If you can't cope,
I shall retreat with dignity.
It's as simple as that, but I throw in white flag every single time.
Don't play if you can't handle, it will end up getting yourself burnt.
So,you won, and for me, I surrender.

210510 1449

2010-05-21T14:43:00.006+08:00

A series of number marks that today was a totally nightmare for me. A nightmare that I thought I won't recall again since I already 19, one that I thought I have enough mental power to handle, or strike beautifully perharps. Well, I'm wrong. Totally different from what Taylor Swift sings, "today was a fairytale", ironically,I hope it was.
Sometimes, things won't change even if you have grown up. Facts are still facts, those that used to haunt you still do. You want to get over but you just can't.
I want to make this a perfect day for all of us, try to mend things back, back to where I believe is the most perfect. But, now I just want to run away, back to where I am alone there. It might be better for me. I don't need to pick a side to stand with all the distance away. I don't want to see the war. It was hard back when I was a child and it's still not easy now.
Forgive me, but I do believe I have done all the right things and I trust you had too. I will always have the best interest of you in my heart. Love prevails.

When In Pain @ 疼痛时

2010-04-26T16:53:00.000+08:00

When I'm in pain, you no need to do much.
Just sit beside me, hold me, even without a word, it will make a world difference for me.
No matter how painful I am, how I wrenched my face, I will still smile because you are here for me, just beside, where I can see, where I can reach.
The PAIN won't be painful anymore, I will appreciate that, cherish dearly.
疼痛时，不需要太多的慰问，因为已经痛得不想微笑说没事。只要你在旁边，即使不说什么，只要陪着我，一切就会不一样。
疼痛也变成一种幸福。

你不在，这只是我的空想。

不要再依恋

2010-04-26T02:37:00.001+08:00

他，神秘的，飘浮的，不相信我所信仰的。讽刺的是我的恋恋不舍。
最近，知道现实的残酷，等待的煎熬。等待是痛苦多于甜蜜的。等不到自己想要的，就只有躲到角落舔伤口，只有欺骗自己，他不值得我等待。
但，一再地让自己坠落，放纵，相信这是我与他最后的机会。落空......落空，是最后的答案。
我要的很简单，区区一个答案，但你给不到。
所以，我试着不在乎。不在乎就是王道！原来有时候不太执着，就能坦荡荡。
我从不是个坚持的人。典型的水瓶座，喜新厌旧的个性。
假如你没任何表示，为什么我就要讨好？
我，是好胜的；你，是不解风情的。所以，我们不交叉。
我的要求很简单，怎知，这也很奢侈。

18 的结束，19的开始。

2010-04-26T02:10:00.003+08:00

没来到这个新地方前，有太多的憧憬，太高的期望。承诺自己这将是个新的里程碑，崭新的未来。然而，人生不是事事顺利的。
已经越来越不了解自己，这是我要的？活在众人的期许中？
父母的担心，但强壮镇定，我都懂。
N年前，那聪明的女孩不在了！她少了她应有的那份骄傲。我曾说不哭，认为压力很容易解决。但，我错了。
还找得回吗？不再是主角，还习惯吗？
习惯当观众吗？你已经是鼓掌的人，不再站在台上。
好想呐喊，我不再果断，不再相信。我需要多少的深呼吸，多少的自我催眠才能支撑，再次微笑。
重新出发，需要的是勇气。

trying to live in another way

2010-04-25T12:05:00.001+08:00

I have never been a persistent type of person,and I always know that. I literally give up on everything that I could not reach, my studies, a chance for a new relationship...Every single thing that is just in front of me, I don't even care to reach out for it. Well, that's me. People always say that you will get what you want if you earn hard for it. Crap I said. Sometimes,things just won't go your way. Endure with it, that's what I did, and look now, I have become a don't-care-much person. I smile, I laugh, but deep inside, it's a well of sorrow.
I believe everyone is more or less good in faking because being your true self won't work in this world. Hypocrites we are. Fake a smile and everything will be better. However, I still believe everything will turn out just fine. I'm a strong believer, fight through all this depression and survive!! Being myself is the way.

Yo...I am back with G-dragon in JAIL, man!! check it up!!

2010-01-30T01:39:00.000+08:00

Well, firstly, to jef, have you seen this?? The title specially for you. haha..

How long has it been?haha..Stop blogging for quite a while,since August. People around me keep fussing me about this blog. So now I decided to update it, a comeback with G-dragon again!! He is truly a heartbreaker. Broke my heart when I knew about it, Jef were the first to tell me this heartbroken news. In McD I rememered, somemore exam week!! Phew, what a timing.
hopefully all goes well for GD and Bigbang.

So guys, I have updated my blog, stop messing and teasing me about the previous unchanged post. I will try my best to stay updated. haha.. I am not a persisitent type of person.

Liz, there I wrote your name here. haha..happy??

p/s: Haven't packed!!

yo...i m back with G-dragon!!!

2009-08-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

yeahh...i think i will start updating my blog again..look forward for it everyone!!
it's a serious announcemant..haha..^^happy homework-ing day!!
holiday=no holiday..haizz

My First.....dedicated to MingKhai

2009-03-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

MK:

So how??? touched?? I specially post a blog upon your great name. Wakaka..and i would like to stress that this is my first long post in English.

Actually, I want to say that what you wrote on your blog really did reach the inside of my heart. So, I decided to write one back as a reply.

Erm..we are best friend.But, we aren't as close as you are with your A1 bunch of friends. Though I was not always around you and hang up with you all, not always pulling porn jokes and laugh endlessly with it(sometimes,I even a bit fed up with yours' dry sense of humour, haha..sorry about that) However, I really do treasure our friendship.

We get along quite well and become closer in Form4 I think. You used to sit in front of me in tution classes(ah goh, ah ong). Haha. and then we start chit-chatting all the way, throughout the tution.Once or twice, we were even been "stared" by the teacher.."shhh.."he goes. For a moment, we zipped up our mouth, but the next second we turned back to our ownself again. Add Maths tution become my favourite because we always went to 新界to have our dinner before the class. We even made fun of the drinks and named one of them"红毛榴连"(in hokkien), but it's actually the soursop juice.

I still remembered that i always had fun teasing you about your scandals. haha.. You and the little one and also you and the housefly. which one you prefer?? Well, believe me, they both suite you well and you make up a nice pair of couple with them.

A friend is a loving companion at all times. When I think of you, the miles between us disappear. You're a wonderful friend, and I treasure you more with every year. You are that kind of friend who walk in when the rest of the world walk out of me.

Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can‘t stop.
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.
This is Forever Friendship.
When you‘re down, and the world seems dark and empty,
your forever friend lifts you up in spirits and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through the hard times,the sad times,and the confused times.
If you turn and walk away,
your forever friend follows,
If you lose you way,
your forever friend guides you and cheers you on.
Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay.
And forever has no end

I am glad that I had found such a friend.

Ming Khai,
Always believe in yourself.I know you having a hard time struggling to adapt.But,never lose your heart!Time tames the strongest grief. Conquer it all, my friend!

Weep no more , no sigh , nor groan. Sorrow calls no time that's gone.
------(John Fletcher , British dramatist )

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凌晨二时

2009-03-23T01:58:00.000+08:00

把日记缩成网志放上来了。

2008年，好像很久了...那时，外公离开。
2009年，才刚到来...这时，离开我的是我最亲的爷爷－－阿公。

所以，才下定决心一定要写下来，一定...

外公的离去，老实说，并不对我日常起了什么多大的不同。外公，是我生命中敬重的亲人。
然而。阿公的离开是很震撼的。他是活在我生活中的人，是我一起生活了17年的亲人。
17年...阿公已不是普通的过客，而是一个永远会停留在我心里、脑里的人。

在这个纷绕的世俗世界里，能够学会用一颗平常的心去对待周围的一切，也是一种境界。

2008年1月6日(星期日)

2009-03-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

出殡的日子
今天是阿公出殡的日子。仪式都办得很隆重。好多人、社团、会团都来鞠躬。场面挺壮观的。阿公在交怡岛算是有头有脸的人物，倍受尊重。所以，丧礼相当风光。

今天见识了许多传统仪式、习俗、禁忌...送阿公时，大家都哭了。这真是最后一程了。
以后回来，再也看不到阿公坐在店外的木凳上，戴着他那副褐色镜框的眼镜口里叼着一枝烟...真的再也见不到了。

我会想念的...

2008年1月3日(星期四)

2009-03-23T01:29:00.000+08:00

奔丧的第二天
没什么特别，一样是念经、吃斋...

我想我应该开始虔诚祈祷了，世间很多事都不能如人意的。毕竟宗教是最好的精神寄托。

悲伤会持久吗?怎么我觉得它好像是短暂的...是不是人都擅长忘记痛楚?不愿意永远记得那失去的痛??

P/S: 弟弟说阿公七孔出血。这好像是个禁忌。自己没看到，因为迟醒。

2008年1月2日 (星期三)

2009-03-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

回去浮罗交怡奔丧的第一天。8点早上的船。一到达家门口，迎接我们的是阿公冰冷的尸体...

写这篇日记，是想好好记录奔丧的过程，记录我的心情，更重要的是纪念阿公。

今天，第一次看到尸体，亲人的尸体就在我眼前。妈妈和阿姨们哭得好厉害。那些撕心裂肺的哭声，我想，我一辈子都忘不了。年轻的阿婆沮丧的脸，泪痕满满，眼角悄悄地流下眼泪...无声的哽咽，她一个人坐在楼梯口，她该有多痛苦?? 舅舅们也流下了不少男人泪，谁说男儿有泪不轻弹??有时，他们比女人更感性些。承受得太多，一些不必要的自尊...感伤的场面。

慢慢地，习惯了泪水，习惯了悲伤...脑海中盘旋的是我何时最后一次见到阿公?几时最后一次听到阿公的声音?
原来面对死亡，人的脑袋总会想许多问题...

2008年1月1日 (星期二) -----------悲伤的开始

2009-03-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

今天虽然是晴天，但家里却愁云密布。外公去世了...自我懂事以来第一个离开我的亲人。初次尝到阴阳相隔的滋味。

印象中,我和外公并不常联络。但,总记得小时候，外公常把我抱在怀里。接到外公去世的消息，我没那么激动，反而有些镇静。妈妈很伤心...连握着手机的手也颤抖着。哭得很厉害...

人嘛...总会为失去的而悲伤。

Koko ni Iru yo

2009-03-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

日文/中文/罗马音...
ここにいるよ feat.青山テルマ
作词：SoulJa 作曲：SoulJa
演唱：SoulJa
Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ
Baby boy watashi ha koko ni iru yo
どこもいかずに待ってるよ <等候在此哪都不去>
doko mo ika zu ni matteru yo
You know that I love you だからこそ <你知道我爱你所以>
dakarakoso
心配しなくていいんだよ <不用担心就好>
shinpai shi naku te ii n da yo
どんなに远くにいても <无论相隔有多遥远>
donnani tooku ni i te mo
変わらないよこの心 <这颗心都不会因此改变>
kawara nai yo kono kokoro
言いたい事わかるでしょ? <你知道我想说的话吧>
ii taiko to wakaru desho ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ <我一直都在等着你>
anata no koto matteru yo
不器用な俺远くにいる君 <不争气的我在远处的你>
bu ki you na ore tooku ni iru kimi
伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに <想表达的心情还没有说出口>
tsutae ta iki mochi sonomama ie zu ni
君は行っちまった <你就已经离去>
kimi ha icchimatta
また残された君はアルバムの中 <现在留下的也只有在影集中的你>
mata nokosa re ta kimi ha aru ba mu no naka
电波でしか会えない日々<只能在电波里相见的每一天>
den nami de shika aenai hibi
だけど见えないぜ君の微笑み<然而你的微笑却再也无迹可寻>
dakedo mie nai ze kimi no hohoemi
君のぬくもり髪の香り <你的温度你发丝的香气>
kimi no nukumori ka mino kaori
この喉の渇きは <如同困扰着我喉咙的那份干渴>
kono nodo no kawaki ha
のまま満たされずに <却再也无法得到满足>
no mama mitasa re zu ni
过ぎてく日々の中 <在过去的每一天里>
sugi te ku hibi no naka
なんだか君の面影ひたすら探した<总会不由自主地探寻着你的面容>
君とよく歩いたあの道は <常常与你一同漫步的那条小路>
nandaka kimi no omo kage hitasura sagashi ta
今俺だけの足音が响いていた <现在只剩我的脚步声在那里回响>
ima ore dake no ashi oto ga kyou i te i ta
んなことよりお前の方は元気か? <话说回来你现在还好吗?>
n na koto yori omae no hou ha genki ka ?
ちゃんと饭食ってるか? <有好好的吃饭吗?>
chanto meshi kutteru ka ?
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇや <可恶果然我还是说不出来>
chikushou, yappa ie ne? ya
また今度送るよ俺からのLetter <我的信还是下次再寄吧>
mata kondo okuru yo ore kara no Letter
Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ
Baby boy watashi ha koko ni iru yo
どこもいかずに待ってるよ <等候在此哪都不去>
doko mo ika zu ni matteru yo
You know that I love you だからこそ <你知道我爱你所以>
You know that I love you dakarakoso
心配しなくていいんだよ <不用担心就好>
shinpai shi naku te ii n da yo
どんなに远くにいても <无论相隔有多遥远>
donnani tooku ni i te mo
変わらないよこの心 <这颗心都不会因此改变>
kawara nai yo kono kokoro
言いたい事わかるでしょ? <你知道我想说的话吧>
ii taiko to wakaru desho ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ <我一直都在等着你>
anata no koto matteru yo
镰仓の砂浜で见た君の姿 <在镰仓的沙滩上看着你的身影>
renku ra no su na ha made mi ta kimi no su gata
波にのまれた君に言いたい言叶 <想对你说的话却都被浪花淹没>
nami ni noma re ta kimi ni ii tai genka nou
なんだかマジせつねぇ <却不知怎么感觉喘不过气来>
nandaka maji se tsu ne?
男なのになんで..言叶出てこねぇや.. <明明是个男人..怎么就说不出来..>
o toko na noni nande.. genka no u de te ko ne? ya
覚えてますか? 君と行ったカラオケの中 <还记得么? 和你一起唱卡拉OK的时候>
oboe te masu ka ? kimi to itta kara oke no naka
俺が入れた曲の言叶 <我所唱的歌曲的歌词>
ore ga ire taki ?kunogenkanou
モニターに浮かんだまま <在屏幕上浮现>
mo ni ta ? ni ukan da mama
ほんとは君に伝えたかった <其实真的是我想对你说的>
honto ha kimi ni tsutae takatta
君と二人きりで初めて待ち合わせをしたあの日 <记得第一次和你单独见面的那一天>
kimi to futari kiri de hajimete machiawase o shi ta ano hi
まるで偶然に会ったかのように <就像你我在街上偶遇一般>
marude guuzen ni atta ka no you ni
はしゃぎ微笑む君が忘れられないって <你忽然闪现的羞涩微笑令我无法忘怀>
hashagi hohoemu kimi ga wasure rare nai tte
话かなりそれちまったがわかるよな? <我变得有点前言不搭后语但你明白吗?>
hana shika nari sore chimatta ga wakaru yo na ?
俺が言いたい言叶.. <我想说的那些话>
ore ga ii tai genka nou
Shit 残り书く场所がねぇや
Shit no kori kakuba shi ?gane?ya
ごめん次は绝対に送るから <对不起啊下次一定会寄给你>
gomen tsugi ha ? tsuini okuru kara
Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ
Baby boy watashi ha koko ni iru yo
どこもいかずに待ってるよ <等候在此哪都不去>
doko mo ika zu ni matteru yo
You know that I love you だからこそ <你知道我爱你所以>
You know that I love you dakarakoso
心配しなくていいんだよ <不用担心就好>
shinpai shi naku te ii n da yo
どんなに远くにいても <无论相隔有多遥远>
donnani tooku ni i te mo
変わらないよこの心 <这颗心都不会因此改变>
kawara nai yo kono kokoro
言いたい事わかるでしょ? <你知道我想说的话吧>
ii taiko to wakaru desho ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ <我一直都在等着你>
anata no koto matteru yo
俺がもっと金持ちだったら <如果我能再有钱一点>
ore ga motto kane mochi dattara
もっとまともな仕事をしてたら <能再找一份更好的工作>
motto matomo nashi goto o shi te tara
もしもすべて犠牲にできたのなら <如果牺牲所有的一切就能做到的话>
moshimo subete gise i ni deki ta no na
俺は绝対に君を... <那我绝对要把你..(娶回来)>
ore ha ? tsuini kimi o
だがPlease勘违いだけはすんな <但是Please 你千万不要误会>
daga Please kan chigai dake ha sun na
君に寂しい思いはさせたくねぇが <我从没想过要让你觉得孤单>
kimi ni sa bishiiomoihasasetakune?ga
忙しい中あんま话せねぇが <现在有点忙不能多说了啊>
isogashii naka anma ha nashi se ne? ga
baby believeこれはall for our future
baby believe kore ha all for our future
But 正直今すぐ君と会いたい
But shouji ki i masu gukimitokaiitai
今すぐ抱きしめてやりたい <很想立刻将你拥入怀里>
ima sugu dakishime te yari tai
昔君が俺の隣で座ってた席には <当初你坐在我身旁的那个座位>
mukashi kimi ga ore no tonari de suwatte ta seki ni
もう谁もいないって...<现在已经没有任何人了...>
mou dare mo i nai tte
まぁそんな事はいいんだ <唉这些事情都算了>
ma? sonna koto ha ii n da
言いたいことはそんなんじゃねぇんだ <我想对你说的并不是那些>
ii tai koto ha sonna n ja ne? n da
今さらだがずっと言いたかった言叶を込め<虽然为时已晚把我一直想说的话都写进去吧>
imasara da ga zutto ii takatta gen kanou o kome
送るUnsent letter <寄出这份 UNSENT LETTER>
okuru Unsent letter
Baby gril わたしはここにいるよ
Baby gril watashi ha koko ni iru yo
どこもいかずに待ってるよ <等候在此哪都不去>
doko mo ika zu ni matteru yo
You know that I love you だからこそ <你知道我爱你所以>
You know that I love you dakarakoso
心配しなくていいんだよ <不用担心就好>
shinpai shi naku te ii n da yo
どんなに远くにいても <无论相隔有多遥远>
donnani tooku ni i te mo
変わらないよこの心 <这颗心都不会因此改变>
kawara nai yo kono kokoro
言いたい事わかるでしょ? <你知道我想说的话吧>
ii taiko to wakaru desho ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ <我一直都在等着你>
anata no koto matteru yo
Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ
Baby boy watashi ha koko ni iru yo
どこもいかずに待ってるよ <等候在此哪都不去>
doko mo ika zu ni matteru yo
You know that I love you だからこそ <你知道我爱你所以>
You know that I love you dakarakoso
心配しなくていいんだよ <不用担心就好>
shinpai shi naku te ii n da yo
どんなに远くにいても <无论相隔有多遥远>
donnani tooku ni i te mo
変わらないよこの心 <这颗心都不会因此改变>
kawara nai yo kono kokoro
今なら素直に言えるよ <现在终于可以坦率的说了吧>
ima narasu nao ni ieru yo
I don't ever wanna let you go.. <我从没想过要让你离开...>

Endless...

2009-03-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

sick of waiting,

tired of trying,

i fall..i get up..

yeah..i am smiling,

but inside i am dying.

THINGS TO DO EVERYDAY:

1. Get Up

2. Survive

3. Go to Bed